TiMe ThRoUgH aN HoUrGlaSs

Monday, May 01, 2006

today was the 2nd and last day at the wedding fair at chijmes.. today's mc was The Flying Dutchman!!.. a friendly guy indeed.. rather than some arrogant djs i met a few weeks back. chatted with him for a while. asked him for tips for mass com, especially more of the radio side. he's reply was simple.. "radio.. hmm.. well.. the most important of all is that u need to know the basic radio skills.. hmm.. well.. radio is either u get it. or u don't." i think what he meant by "get it" is the way we speak and also the way we get our message across the radio eh.. or maybe he meant charisma? haha.. for a moment. i swear my balls were breaking.. i was like shit.. do i have it?? but well.. i'm on this expressway already. its too late to reverse.. and u-turn is a year ahead.. so all i could do now is to concentrate on what i'm doing and give in my best in everything i do bahx.. but still.. everything still comes back to the same point.. the reason y i'm getting such a fucked up life now is becoz my room is so fucking messy i feel so lazy whenever after i step into my room.. my room is like a .. in chinese they call it a "gou wo". think at the point of time when i clear up my room.. it shall be a brand new refreshed life for me.. but the question is..
anyway.. seen a couple of my friends down on mood lately.. probably due to the 'discomfort' of the stress in the new poly environment, or due to menopause.. some sec sch friends say that kanna bully.. ostracised.. hmm.. i juz dunnoe how to comfort them or cheer them up eh.. i'm a somehow changed person now for all that i know la.. i mean my friends who were closed to me last time would know that in the past, whenever i try to comfort or get someone back to his/her senses... i will tell alot of grandfather stories.. philosophies.. reasoning.. till pple call me the naggy UNCLE~ hmm.. but now? i feel like a cold-blooded animal.. whenever i see my friends down.. well.. i will still listen to them.. i mean i am more than willing to lend my ears to whoever are in need of them la.. but just that.. hmm.. i dun nag so much liao? hahax. dunnoe la.. i juz have tt feeling tt pple might not like ur 'nagging' eh.. well.. everyone have their own mindsets eh.. and frankly speaking.. i kept telling myself this.. :" who are u to tell pple about life when u urself is bloody hell going through such a fucked up life eh?" hmm.. well.. or maybe becoz of some setback last time.. that i kind of close myself up liao.. hahax. "jh's 24 hrs consultation hotline" is closed liao? eh.. well.. life eh..

- life~ oh life~
by Dj Z @ 12:41 AM